About me

I'm the citizen of Malaysia......now I'm 20 years old,but not to old ok.....Now I'm syudying my study at Kuantan.I'm from Selangor.....I like to reading a novel,listening radio,eat, and anything that can make me happy always and smiles always....my date of birth on 2/3/1987.....don't forget to give me a present...hehehehehe...I was born in Negeri Sembilan.........I have 5 sibling's including me...I'm the eldest...It's difficult to me to take care all my brother's and my sister's becuse they all so stubborn like me...hehehehe.......My favourite artist is VE especially Lah...because I like the way he make a song like Kerna sayang....it's so sweet song......I like to wacth Korean drama like full house,my girl....and many thing's.......I like my mom cook's....it's so delicious......This is the first time I'm joined this blog......Actually I don't know what to do......
I f i I go to hostel,I sleep....then I think better I sit here and do my homework write? like do my blog or check my e mail or friendster....hehehehee....

Today....

Today I'm so tension with lab because when I serve internet is to slow...........I want do my assigment now.........because I want submit my assignment this Friday..................
I want go home....but my family want to go a holiday at Langkawi......if I joint my family holiday...I'm go back to college on Monday.If I back to college on Monday I can get a mark from my lecturer for my TMK subject.After that yesterday my friend make her blogger for 4 times...because her blogger has hackers by someone that I don't know.....I'm so scared if my blogger like my friend...because it is difficult if we re do the same thing.Sometimes I don't have any ideas to make my blog again.....
This week I'm happy because tomorrow I don't have any classes....I can sleep and go to Giant to buy something.....I think that's all about today because my brain have stuck to think....

My first crush........(",)

ASSALAMUALAIKUM.......today I want a talk about my first crush.......

My first crush when I was in form 2 in 2001 and he was n form 5.I like my friend brother Alia, he name is Haikal.He is a handsome guy.I lke he eyes,smiles,ayebrown and everything that he hasWhen i like him I don't want tell anyone include my friend and Haikal.I think if I tell my friend maybe she don't want friend with me and don't like me..on that time I'm a new student in my school.

When first day I meet he I'm not feeling with him. Sometimes at morning I live in Alia house because at morning I have an activity in school and I went to school at evening. When I meet him we shared experience together.One day when I saw he face I feel I like him very much.Sometimes I went to school at morning because I want to see him.One day my school have a competition,he give me a spirit and he give me a belt.all my friend saw that he give me a belt include Alia....

All my friend said that he likes me include Alia,on that time I'm so happy because I like him to. One day Alia takes my picture from my wallet without my permission and give to her brother,but I'm not anry with Alia.After he graduete from form 5 it's difficult to me to see he face, to hear he voice and look's he smiles again...When I was in form 5 my friend told me that he married with my friend cousin and have one daugther.When I know about that Iwas dissaponted.A few pass after my friend told about that I see him at shopOn that time I want a go home and he want a buy something....when I saw he face I'm just smile with him. After that I don't like him anymore and don't want a see Haikal and don't want to know about him.

That's all about my first crush,actually the namein my stories is not true because I don't want my friend include Haikal know that how much I like him.Until now I don't see Haikal with he family.I HOPE HE HAPPY WITH HE FAMILY......and hope my friend not read my blog because I don't want they all know about that.....

My mother................

I want to talk about my mother.......
I have a mother and father, and I have 5 siblings including me.....I'm the eldest. My mother working as a clerk at Shah Alam and my father working as a security guard at Cheras....actually he is a pensioner soldier. I have 2 youngest sister's and 2 younger brother's. Ilove my siblings especially my youngest brother now he in standard 4. My second second youngest sister now study in IPT, and my my third youngest sister studying in form 4, and my two youngest brother's now in form 2 and standard 4.
Everone have a mother....including me...I love my mother to because of she I can see world and I can learn A B C.....and I can be independent person. I love my mom cook's especially my mom tom yam...and rendang...Now I'm 20years old, when I remaind when I was child, I was disapointed with myself.Because i'm not very closed with my mother and I'm so stubborn.I don't want to lesson my mother advice.When I was child I live with my grandmother, that's why I'm not very closed with my mother.When my grandmother passed away I with my mother very closed until now...My mother is a hardworking person.Even she have a problem's she still happy.She don't want anyone to know about her problem's include my father and me...
When i was in standard 3 or standard 4, I take my mother money without her permission,until now she don't know about that...Iwant to tell about that but I'm so scared,because my mother belive me and we shared a problem's together. My mother don't like a person who he or she make a problem or guilty wiyh she and don't want to tell her about that, it can make she angry with us and I think if I tell about that maybe my mom don't want to apologizes me and she disapointed with me...Now I don't know what to do..
If my mother read my blog I want to apologizes with you because I take your money without your permission it is because I want to buy anything at school and by something that not have a benefit to me.I'm so disapoiunted with my behaviour on that time....after that until now I don't and never do the same thing until now...and I want you to know that how much I love you and I promise to you that I'm here study hard and study smart....Sometimes you ask me would I want to sent you at house folk's? and my answer is I want you to know that I don't want to sent you at house folk's, and I promise want to take care of you even I getting married mom....I love you so much...and I miss you mom....I hope you BELEIVE ME mom...

The best present......

The best present that I received and I can’t forget is present from my mother. It’s not too expensive, but it’s so sumptuous to me. Every year my mother celebrate my birthday with my family, but this year my mother give me a bracelet and some advise to me before I go back to college. On that day my mother sends me at Pekeliling. Before we went to Pekeliling my mother bring me to Pizza Hut at The Mall. My mother orders my favorites pizza. My favorite pizza is thai seafood pizza. After we finished the lunch we went to window shopping at The Mall, after that my mother looking for something was interesting to give my present. My mother gives a bracelet to me. It was beautiful and color of my bracelet is my favorite color blue……..then my mother wearing the bracelet to me at the bracelet shop. When my mother wears my bracelet my mother give some advise to me she said wear the bracelet until I died other than that my mother said don’t forget all the sacrificial from her……study smart and she love me very much. When my mother gives some advice I want cry but I try to stop crying because many people beside me. After that my mother sends me to Pekeliling. When bus start engine I cry, and my mother persuade me. On that day I felt so difficult back to the college and I don’t want go home.

The best present that I give is wallet to my special friend…..because I never give a present to him. I give him a wallet because I want he don’t forget me went he open the wallet that I give. Actually I don’t know what I want to give him, when I went to window shopping with my friend I look many things interesting to give to him. After I survey than I make decision to give him a wallet. On him birthday I give the present to him. After that I never look he used the wallet that I give….now I look he used the wallet that I give….when I see he used my wallet, I’m so happy…until now….  I think it’s enough to me to tell about the present that I give to him, and I hope he take care the wallet that I give to him….. 

My second Journal...(",)

Today.......
I have a new experience to make a bloger......
It's good...and fun...I hope I have a new friend when I register this blog and can shared experience, opinion and many things that we can shared together....
Actually I don't no what I want to write.........
I want to opologiez to my friend.......
because I used her coputer to make my blog.....
Because at my college have many computer but it can't use, and it have a good server that I have seen.......and the same problem is it have many virus and can make distroyer your computer...hehehehehehehe (",)