hello.....

haiiiiiii....So sweet right?.........actually I like this picture and this cartoon....final fantasy.........Because the cartoon's so handsome and so cute..........I want my boyfriend or maybe my husband like this cartoon hehehehehehe if I my boyfriend or my husband face like this cartoon..............I don't know what to say and I want to take care of he and I think I don't give he hang out with other people especially for the girl's even she is he friend's......This picture so romantics.......huhuhuhuhu........In final fantasy...this name for this character is Cloud...he so brave person....When I watch this cartoon I'm not hungry....before that I'm so hungry....hehehehehe......I hope that girl in this picture is me..hahahahahaha.......I think that's all about this picture because I have no idea what's I'm going to say......huuuuuuuu so sweet........I want this cartoon please get he for me?

haiii missssss

I would like to say thank's to you because you teach me how to create a blogger. Actually I'm enjoyed to create my blog and I enjoyed your class,thanks for teaching me and all my friend's.I like the way you teach us and I still remmember about De Gelora situation between you and.... hehehehehe....Hopefully you help me to pass my final exam last week......I want to tell you about my interview....on that day I'm so scared...Before the interview I have prepared for my interview, like how I want to introduce my self...but when you ask me about my self...I'm forgot what I want to say to you.....Hope you understand...I can't imagine how the real environment when I must attend for interview to get the job......Bubyeeee missssss hope you smiles always because I like your smiles and enjoyed yourself and I will pass my exam........

Roomate....

I want to tell about my roomate.....
My roomate is a nice person,she very kind with me or other people.........she always smile.......Actually she is my all friend.We meet in school when we on standard one and until now we still friend.We school in Sekolah Kebangsaan Wangsa Melawati.When I'm form one I'm school in Sekolah Menengah Kebangsaan Wangsa Melawati...After that I changed my school at Sekolah Menengah Kebangsaan Bukit Sentosa.Then we not meet together and lost contact.

When I want to registering for my college I meet she in library.....I'm so happy because we meet again for 5years we lost contact.I meet she with her cousin,her cousin my friend too..when in school I'm very closed with my roomate..I with my roomate have same hobbies....we like to shopping....When I want to shopping at Kuntan Prade we went together to find a new clothes....Before we want to bu the clothes we must survey first,to look the price and find the beatiful clothes than we buy.......Sometimes her boyfriend angry with her but I back up she because we have same hobbies..I like to friend with her because I like to tell my secret with she and she keep my secret.....she not tell anyoneelse...All my friend said that I'm so lucky because I meet she after we lost contact........and I'm so happy because we meet together and she be my roomate.

When I was in standard 6 I always went to her house if I don't do anything.We shared a problem together...........Hopefully we friend's forever

Haiiiiii

I'm so happy today because my assignment is complete.......and I'm no need to think about my blog....and what I want to tell in my story....if I'm not bussy I'm joined to continue my blog if I'm bussy I'm not joined it.Miss I want to apologizes with you....because I think I have a problem about my grammar,spelling,and other else....hopefully you understand me.....hehehehehe...........................When I'm joined my blog I'm so happy and hope when all my friend read my blog he or she not tell me about what I done for my blog or my story to me......especially my classmate...I think I know who's like read my blog and like to tell me about my blog.....I hope we will see again......bubyeeee.......

Enjoyed with my grandmother and grandfather..

I'm very closed with my grandmother and my grandfather. I love they very much until now, and I miss them so much.But now I can't see my granmoteher cook's,face,hand,kiss and hug she,and sleep together with she, and my grandfather too because they has gone.My grandmother died when I was in form 2 on Saturday 20/1/2001 and my grandfather died when I was in 18 years old on 2005.....It's so sad.....


I want to tell about my memory with them.When I was in school I'm so happy during the holiday because I can going to my village and live with my grandmother and my grandfather.It was fun and I'm enjoyed my holiday....My village in Negeri Sembilan and I was born in there.I like to went my village because if I want anything my grandmother and my grandfather can give to me....if I get I'm so happy..but if I don't get what I want I'm so sad.....My garndmothar don't like if I'm so sad......If I went to my village I with my grandmother went to hospital to take and injection from doctor for my grandmother or make a medical check out.After we went to hospital, we hang out together....likes to buy an ice cream for me or any things else....

On that day I'm so happy because my grandmother give all what I want.Other than that I like my grandmother cook's and she like cooks my favourite food.Sometimes my mother angry with me because I ask my grandmother to buy all the things what I want.Sometimes I shared my experience with her and I ask her not to tell anyone else include my mother and my father...until she died she not tell my parent.One day my grandmother give a present for me, she buy a watch for me.....it's a beautiful watch and I like.My grandmother was choose for me, but the watch is missing until now I can find my watch it so sad..........I'm so disapointed because I can't find the watch.When she in Hospital I'm tace care of she if my mother or my uncle or my untie is bussy and I'm live in Hospital with my grandmother. When I want to went to my village with my family....I heard from my mother untie that my grandmother has gone.......I'm so sad...because I can't see her face for the last time when she still alive and take care of she.....my grandmother died on 7.55am

About my grandfather I like he very much.He like my grandmother too.If he want hang out everywhere he must bring me together.He bring me with he bicycle.Last he carry me when I was in standard 3.My grandfather is a funny person,he always smiles with other people include the person that he don't know.Sometimes he bring me to Seremban,or invite me tyo joint he hang out with my uncle and my untie.If I want to buy anything he can buy for me....I'm so happy if he buy for me.He always tell me about when I was still baby and child.He passed away on January 2005.

Now during Hari Raya I don't like to went to village because the environment in my village is not same like when my grandmother and grandfather still alive...........My garndmother died on 20hari Raya.I always prayed for them and miss them very much and I can't forget my memory with my grandfather.........

Working Experience....

Before I'm continuing my studies I'm working at pizza hut for 3months. I'm enjoyed to work there because I can see many and different manner or expression of a person include my manager. I work there as a part time, and get Rm3.00 only for one hour for my salary. Sometimes I get shift morning,evening, or night . Every Saturday and Sunday I must work for 8hour because on that day there many customer comes to eat pizza hut.

In pizza hut I have many memory like I meet my boyfriendand get a new ezperience about working.Somerimes it was fun and sometimes ir was a bad memory to remind's.I f I get shift night or closing I'm so tired because I must clean all the thing in pizza hut like I must wash plate's,bowl and everything....we finished on 1.00a.m. After we finished the closing,sometimes my manager make many pizza hut and we eat together.Sometimes we change pizza with kfc....hehehehe.......it was fun and happy.....after that we can go home.

First day when I work I'm so blur.I don't know what to do and sometimes I'm so lazy to go work.After I know how to do in there I'm so happy because I'm not blur...The things that I won't forget is how I meet my boyfriend in there.On that day I want went to pizza hut with my friend and he call me and ask me for my phone number....after that I give my friend number phone. When he message with my friend than I give my phone number tpo he,than we friend.After we friend he be my boyfriend.

After I get an offer for continuing studies I resigned.Even I resigned when I meet all my friend's in there they not forget me until now.the environment in there is not same when I work's in there, and now I can't get a free pizza hut it so sad......because if I want a pizza I must pay first....not same like when I work's in there. I think that's all about my experience.....bubyeee

When I was in school

As we know all people must go to school to learn, be a good person. I like to go to school, because when I went to school I can meet all my friend's othger than that I want to be a good person, for my family or country...hehehehehe

When I was in school in standard one to form two I like school holiday because I can go went to my village to live with my grandmother and my garandfather. When I was in standard one until form two I'm school in Kuala Lumpur, after that I changed my school in Selangor.
In school I get many memory in school, sometimes it's happy and sometimes it's bad, but I'm not to tell my bad memory......but I want to tell my sweet memory....hahahahaha....When I'm remind's my memory it's can make me happy....

Now let we start.....After I changed my school in form two I'm deputize my school to joint a camping after that I'm deputize for Selangor for the same thing.After that I meet my first crush.......until now I can't forget about that, how we meet, know each other. After that when I'm in form 5 I have a scret admire. It was fun, my secret adnire my classmate until now we friend. All my friend know about that.

When I was in form 4 I take a part time job during the holiday with my friend's to get an extra pocket money. After we get the money.During on Saturday we hang out together went to The Mall, Central Market, Sogo....and everywhere that we want to hang out together......When I was in form two my school finished on 1.55pm because we pray together.

When I was in form two I have my own group....we have about 15 people in my group's. we always together to do something, like loitering, hang out together,make a fun, play together . We play a netball.We joint a netball competition with class and for my school...it was fun and happy when we play together. After form 3 we changed a school, now we only have 6people in a group.
When we form 4 and form5 we deputize my school for a netball team...

I miss all my friend's and environment in school.After I'm finished my school it's difficult to me to meet all my friend to hang out together because we continuing our studies in different college.Sometimes when I'm going back all my friend's not inb their home,sometimes when they all in their home and invite me to go to their home, I'm in my college....So how I want to hang out with my friend's together like when we in school?.........That's all about me...see ya...

What are you frightened of?

I’m scared with ghost and look at mirror at night. I hope when I’m still alive I don’t want to see any ghost because if I see them I’m so scared and I think better I died. I don’t want to look at mirror especially at midnight because when I look at mirror I can imagine that my face is changed and I see a ghost because before this I have an experience about that.

I have an experience to hear ghost voice when I was child in my village, at midnight. It was so scared when I hear the voice, I hug my auntie and after that I sleep. My village is nearby a grave area. If I went to my village I must sleep early on night at 10.00pm, because on that time I don’t like night environment. At night I don’t want look a mirror, sometimes I ask my sister to close the mirror with use cloth include a scarf…..

When I’m continuing my study, my limit to study at 1.00am, after that I sleep. Sometimes my roommate sleeps early before I finished my study she sleeps at 11.00pm or 12.00pm. I study at morning at 5.00am if my roommate study early like 4.am than I’m joined she to study together.

assalamualaikum...

I’m happy always……especially when all that I want or wish come true and get and on my birthday and many things. I f I don’t get what I want I’m feel not better and sad. I want to tell about the situation that I won’t forget until now.

I’m so happy on my birthday because it has many memories that I get either it’s bad or happy. I’m happy if my friend’s and my family remember my birthday especially my mother. This year I get many present from my friend, parent and my special friend. This year I get many frames from my friend’s. One day my friend’s make a birthday party to me and my friend’s who celebrate on February and March. We celebrate last semester before final. My friend’s throw water on all birthday girl’s including me. The water mixture with softlan, salt, flour, shampoo and flower. We celebrate on night at 10.00pm on Friday before we have final exam. On that day I’m not expect that my friend’s want make a birthday party. After we eat and celebrate the birthday, the entire birthday girl’s throw an egg’s to my entire friends who plan for the birthday party especially the leader. I’m so happy on that day, it was fun.

Other than that I get a special present from my special friend. I want keep in my heart……and I think I don’t want to tell anyone because the present was special to me hehehehe….I miss he so much. On that day I’m so happy

I have many things that can make me happy but I think it’s enough to me to tell on my blog because I want to make a new post. I wrote this situation because on that time I’m always smile and I think I want rewind the same things, because I won’t forget the memories.

My dreamzzzzzz

I f I get Rm1000000 I want to SHOPPING......hehehehehe.....I like shopping......I want to buy a new clothes.......jeans......and don't forget my dreams handphone.............After that I want to buy my dream car........Actually I like my vyi........and I want my car yellow.....because if my friends look that car they all that's me.....hehehehehe.........Other than that I want to give my mother and my father to make their haji.........
After that I want to pay my loan MARA loan.....I f I not pay my mother and my uncle was anggry with me.Becuse my mother and my uncle is my garentoor for my loan....if I'm not pay maybe my uncle kill's me.....hehehehe.......
When I pay all my MARA loan my money is finished :( I can't shopping anymore......But it's ok....because I finished to pay my loan....and I don't think about the payment again......That's allabout my dream because I want continue my study because tomorrow I have TMK2364 test.....bye...

The things can bothering me....

The things can bothering me is about my family.It is because when I'm study here I always think about my family problem's.Sometimes I'm scared to far away with my family especially my mother.Because everyday my mother have a problem with her work.All my mother friend's so lazy.Sometimes they give their work to my mom to finished all their work.My mom is not to young to settle all their work especially when they ask my mom to lift a box from third floor to down floor.
Sometimes if I'm going home every Saturday I went to my mom office to help her to finished all my mom work's.Other than that about my father.My father have a high blood,he was a stubborn.We want to bring he went to Hospital but he don't want.Now he get a fever from last week,until now he not very well yet .I don't know what to do with my father because when when my mother bring my father to Clinic all the doctor ask my mother to bring my father at Hospital but my father don't want to go Hospital.He always said that he want died.I'm so scared when my father always said the same thing's to us.
I think I don't have any problem with all my friend include my roommate, and mu classmate.My roommate is my best friend when I was in standard one until now.When I was in form 2 I changed my school and we lost contact.After that we meet again in KPTM when I want to registered for my course ,we meet in Library.On that day I'm so happy because when I came here I have a friend........
That's all about my problem........bye...(",)

hai........

Actually I have one experience chatting with my friend......I have a friend.Now she stdying in New Zealand......Actually she is my best friend.We lost contact after I we finished our standard in school.Her name is Farhan Nasrah.She is a kind girl and very clever.

After I finished my class I went to lab to chat with her........I miss her....Just imagine for a long time we not meet and contact each other now we can change idea and opinions like when we in school........Now she 20years old her eyes,face same like when we in school.....her attitude same,actually she like's laugh,smiles and she is a kind person and clever girl.I think some people when study in overseas her or he can change the attitude,but not my friend.......
Other than that we chat about people in New Zealand,best place in New Zealand and many things in there.Actually my mother like to go New Zealand that's why I ask him about New Zealand.hehehehehe.....

Now I'm busy with my class and on 18th June I have final exam and tomorrow I have a quizes for my english subject.I hope I pass my english subject and can get A for my english subject for this semester

Assalamualaikum....

Today I want to talk about my chatting.This is a title of our assigment.I joint to make an e-mail after I came to KPTM.It is because before this I don't knw how to make an e-mail or chatting.After I came here than I learn how to make an e-mail and chatting with my friend.I have yahoo e-mail,friendster and my space.I make all my e-mail last year,but I'm not active with my e-mail.Now I'm active with my e-mail and my friendster.
I won't forget the situation when I chatting with my friend.Last week I chat with my friend she is my classmate.On that day miss ask my class to went to lab to make our blog,then we go.After I check my blog then finished my blog I check my friendster.I chat with my friend,my friend is behind me...hehehehe....She sent a testimoni to me.Then I reply her message...it's so funny because we figth each other.......but on real life we not figthing each other.It's can make I laughng when I read the message.Many my friend laughing with our situation,because afeter we reply our message than we said that I or she had reply her message.On that day my friend make her blog for 4 times...bacause she forgot her password........hehehe...I'm so pitty with her.I told her that never give up to do her blog.If I told to my sister's about this situation maybe she laughing to me and said that I'm crazy.Sometimes I don't know what to I'm going say to all of my friend when I sent a message....because we meet everydy at class and hostel,sometimes I just say hi to them....
I think that's all about my experience because I don't have any idea now......I want a go home.....Today I'm going back to my home...to stay with my mother because my mother live alone at my house because my father with my siblings went a holiday yesterday.....

About me

I'm the citizen of Malaysia......now I'm 20 years old,but not to old ok.....Now I'm syudying my study at Kuantan.I'm from Selangor.....I like to reading a novel,listening radio,eat, and anything that can make me happy always and smiles always....my date of birth on 2/3/1987.....don't forget to give me a present...hehehehehe...I was born in Negeri Sembilan.........I have 5 sibling's including me...I'm the eldest...It's difficult to me to take care all my brother's and my sister's becuse they all so stubborn like me...hehehehe.......My favourite artist is VE especially Lah...because I like the way he make a song like Kerna sayang....it's so sweet song......I like to wacth Korean drama like full house,my girl....and many thing's.......I like my mom cook's....it's so delicious......This is the first time I'm joined this blog......Actually I don't know what to do......
I f i I go to hostel,I sleep....then I think better I sit here and do my homework write? like do my blog or check my e mail or friendster....hehehehee....

Today....

Today I'm so tension with lab because when I serve internet is to slow...........I want do my assigment now.........because I want submit my assignment this Friday..................
I want go home....but my family want to go a holiday at Langkawi......if I joint my family holiday...I'm go back to college on Monday.If I back to college on Monday I can get a mark from my lecturer for my TMK subject.After that yesterday my friend make her blogger for 4 times...because her blogger has hackers by someone that I don't know.....I'm so scared if my blogger like my friend...because it is difficult if we re do the same thing.Sometimes I don't have any ideas to make my blog again.....
This week I'm happy because tomorrow I don't have any classes....I can sleep and go to Giant to buy something.....I think that's all about today because my brain have stuck to think....

My first crush........(",)

ASSALAMUALAIKUM.......today I want a talk about my first crush.......

My first crush when I was in form 2 in 2001 and he was n form 5.I like my friend brother Alia, he name is Haikal.He is a handsome guy.I lke he eyes,smiles,ayebrown and everything that he hasWhen i like him I don't want tell anyone include my friend and Haikal.I think if I tell my friend maybe she don't want friend with me and don't like me..on that time I'm a new student in my school.

When first day I meet he I'm not feeling with him. Sometimes at morning I live in Alia house because at morning I have an activity in school and I went to school at evening. When I meet him we shared experience together.One day when I saw he face I feel I like him very much.Sometimes I went to school at morning because I want to see him.One day my school have a competition,he give me a spirit and he give me a belt.all my friend saw that he give me a belt include Alia....

All my friend said that he likes me include Alia,on that time I'm so happy because I like him to. One day Alia takes my picture from my wallet without my permission and give to her brother,but I'm not anry with Alia.After he graduete from form 5 it's difficult to me to see he face, to hear he voice and look's he smiles again...When I was in form 5 my friend told me that he married with my friend cousin and have one daugther.When I know about that Iwas dissaponted.A few pass after my friend told about that I see him at shopOn that time I want a go home and he want a buy something....when I saw he face I'm just smile with him. After that I don't like him anymore and don't want a see Haikal and don't want to know about him.

That's all about my first crush,actually the namein my stories is not true because I don't want my friend include Haikal know that how much I like him.Until now I don't see Haikal with he family.I HOPE HE HAPPY WITH HE FAMILY......and hope my friend not read my blog because I don't want they all know about that.....

My mother................

I want to talk about my mother.......
I have a mother and father, and I have 5 siblings including me.....I'm the eldest. My mother working as a clerk at Shah Alam and my father working as a security guard at Cheras....actually he is a pensioner soldier. I have 2 youngest sister's and 2 younger brother's. Ilove my siblings especially my youngest brother now he in standard 4. My second second youngest sister now study in IPT, and my my third youngest sister studying in form 4, and my two youngest brother's now in form 2 and standard 4.
Everone have a mother....including me...I love my mother to because of she I can see world and I can learn A B C.....and I can be independent person. I love my mom cook's especially my mom tom yam...and rendang...Now I'm 20years old, when I remaind when I was child, I was disapointed with myself.Because i'm not very closed with my mother and I'm so stubborn.I don't want to lesson my mother advice.When I was child I live with my grandmother, that's why I'm not very closed with my mother.When my grandmother passed away I with my mother very closed until now...My mother is a hardworking person.Even she have a problem's she still happy.She don't want anyone to know about her problem's include my father and me...
When i was in standard 3 or standard 4, I take my mother money without her permission,until now she don't know about that...Iwant to tell about that but I'm so scared,because my mother belive me and we shared a problem's together. My mother don't like a person who he or she make a problem or guilty wiyh she and don't want to tell her about that, it can make she angry with us and I think if I tell about that maybe my mom don't want to apologizes me and she disapointed with me...Now I don't know what to do..
If my mother read my blog I want to apologizes with you because I take your money without your permission it is because I want to buy anything at school and by something that not have a benefit to me.I'm so disapoiunted with my behaviour on that time....after that until now I don't and never do the same thing until now...and I want you to know that how much I love you and I promise to you that I'm here study hard and study smart....Sometimes you ask me would I want to sent you at house folk's? and my answer is I want you to know that I don't want to sent you at house folk's, and I promise want to take care of you even I getting married mom....I love you so much...and I miss you mom....I hope you BELEIVE ME mom...

The best present......

The best present that I received and I can’t forget is present from my mother. It’s not too expensive, but it’s so sumptuous to me. Every year my mother celebrate my birthday with my family, but this year my mother give me a bracelet and some advise to me before I go back to college. On that day my mother sends me at Pekeliling. Before we went to Pekeliling my mother bring me to Pizza Hut at The Mall. My mother orders my favorites pizza. My favorite pizza is thai seafood pizza. After we finished the lunch we went to window shopping at The Mall, after that my mother looking for something was interesting to give my present. My mother gives a bracelet to me. It was beautiful and color of my bracelet is my favorite color blue……..then my mother wearing the bracelet to me at the bracelet shop. When my mother wears my bracelet my mother give some advise to me she said wear the bracelet until I died other than that my mother said don’t forget all the sacrificial from her……study smart and she love me very much. When my mother gives some advice I want cry but I try to stop crying because many people beside me. After that my mother sends me to Pekeliling. When bus start engine I cry, and my mother persuade me. On that day I felt so difficult back to the college and I don’t want go home.

The best present that I give is wallet to my special friend…..because I never give a present to him. I give him a wallet because I want he don’t forget me went he open the wallet that I give. Actually I don’t know what I want to give him, when I went to window shopping with my friend I look many things interesting to give to him. After I survey than I make decision to give him a wallet. On him birthday I give the present to him. After that I never look he used the wallet that I give….now I look he used the wallet that I give….when I see he used my wallet, I’m so happy…until now….  I think it’s enough to me to tell about the present that I give to him, and I hope he take care the wallet that I give to him….. 

My second Journal...(",)

Today.......
I have a new experience to make a bloger......
It's good...and fun...I hope I have a new friend when I register this blog and can shared experience, opinion and many things that we can shared together....
Actually I don't no what I want to write.........
I want to opologiez to my friend.......
because I used her coputer to make my blog.....
Because at my college have many computer but it can't use, and it have a good server that I have seen.......and the same problem is it have many virus and can make distroyer your computer...hehehehehehehe (",)